I think I finally have the separation I need to really get over her now. I still think she’s hawt, but I don’t really desire her anymore, which is good. I’m looking forward to seeing a great girl in March. It’s gonna be unreal to have that much time with her. Last time we were [...]
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Worrying about something that may never happen is like paying interest on money you may never borrow.
Seems like such an easy thing to do……so why am I having such a hard time doing it? This has been one of the worst days ever. I can’t even bring myself to go there when they are both [...]
Time to play musical computers again. I have too many….six of them now. I’ve decided that at least 3 have to go, preferably 4. I don’t have as much time to use them now that I’m lifting again so they’re mostly dead weight, plus i’m just less of a geek now. I just want [...]
I have now gone thru the stages of Denial and Disappointment and now the Anger is setting in. Why didn’t I see this earlier? Why did I put up with it so long after she started turning away? She is so clearly not the person for me…her treatment of me these last two months makes [...]
I love this song……
Good times for a change
See, the luck I’ve had
Can make a good man
Turn bad
So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time
Haven’t had a dream in a long time
See, the life I’ve had
Can make a good man bad
So for once in my life
Let me get what [...]
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I just lost possibly the most incredible thing I’ve ever experienced. I want to crawl under a rock and die right now. I am feeling sick to my stomach. I need to be wanted and I need to be GOOD ENOUGH for some-fucking-body.
I feel like crap today.