Why the f*ck can’t I stop wanting you? Everytime I think i’m escaping your clutches something pulls me right back in. I need answers. I need resolution. I need to know where I fucking stand. I need a drink. I need some booty. I need to STFU! Good night!
I can definitely feel myself moving on and moving forward. The last two weeks or so have been a real eye opener. There’s still some heartache but it gets a little easier every week. The last time I went thru something like this was about 12-13 years ago and I told myself then I couldn’t [...]
I didn’t believe you did the first time nor the second, but it’s okay. It was just the wakeup call I needed.
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I think i’m starting to wake up and smell the coffee…..or at least that crusty film at the bottom of the pot when you leave it on the burner too long. Maybe i’m about to turn the corner on my feelings or something…I dunno, got more processing to do.
I’m gonna skip the gym today, grill [...]
Actually, it’s not Day one….more like Day 50 or something but it’s Day One of the journal so deal with it. On November 1st I weighed 255 lbs (I’m 5′8″) and as of last week I was down to 241 lbs. I’m back up to 243 or so; probably due to the fact that [...]
I just switched to Dreamhost this weekend. Thanks Sherrod! This is my first and possibly last entry…….I’m kinda lazy like that. Actually this will probably become my personal workout journal interspersed with various outrageously boring tidbits about my love………..err let’s make that lust life. You see, it’s like this. I love two women. Neither [...]