“Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow ~ Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead ~ Just walk beside me and be my friend.”
-unknown
I have made more mistakes with you in the last two weeks than I care to think about. It scares me to think i’m in danger of even losing you as a friend, much less anything else. I’m painfully aware I have fucked up big time. I had no right to do what I did and I’ll do whatever it takes to repair the damage I’ve caused. So I’ll never mean what I want to you, but I hope to always be what I used to be….someone you could trust and feel comfortable with. I’ve been on this earth long enough to know people like you don’t come into someone’s life very often. I have a few friends I haven’t seen in as many as 15 years, but if they walked in the room right now it’d be like they never left. I hope you’ll be one of those friends. I am truly sorry. I have made my bed so i’ll sleep in it, but I sure wouldn’t mind having you in it with me one more time.
Luv ya,
Steve